Yes, I am now on Day Four.

Unbelievably, I made it through last night without smoking.

Oh, I was incredibly angry. Just to go outside and relieve some of the tension of craving. And I couldn’t! I wouldn’t!

I painted, I drew, I paced, I cried, I imagined committing harey carey or ripping out the throat of a loved one who lives with me and can still go outside and smoke. I won’t say any names, he can keep his anonymity. And his cigarettes. Where he can keep them, I won’t mention. In case young ones are reading this.

Ugh. Day Four today. So far.

Almost forgot..

Thank you for reading 🙂

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